Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Ok - more thoughts from today

Ever just want someone to want you? To make you feel like you're the only person in the whole world, or at the very least the only person in the world they want to be with, and not for just that moment...but to know that neither of you could even dream of being with someone else? Does that even exist anymore? I'm not really convinced. Was married 8 years and that didn't work out - was going to get married again and that didn't work out. I've been out a number of times with a number of different people and I was good enough for that moment, but it's also seemed pretty clear that whomever is filling the next moment, or even the same moment in another way or place, is just as good as long as someone is there...what about you? Do you want to be one of one, or one of many? One of many is cool in the right context, but wouldn't it be more cool to be one of one and the two of you be one in the on of many context? Well - you may be reading this and have that and for you I couldn't be more happy...been 11 years single and nearly 40 years alive and I'm still waiting.

1 comment:

  1. I do understand what you are saying, sometimes life just takes twists and turns that for whatever reason we don't understand. I suppose its the big picture thing....not a fan.

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